What good would wings be if you couldn't feel the wind on your face?

Saturday, December 29, 2007

Now I know why I'm lonely. I don't have close friends anymore. I do not go out with any of them and I rarely talk to them thus our friendship is fading away. I miss those times when I gossiped with any of them those times when we joked around. I need someone to talk to. it may seem that one who is in a relationship is unlikely to be lonely. I know if that person read this he would be heartbroken. I am sorry. But truthfully, I too need friends. I need someone whom I can share my great moments with him and someone who can console me when we are in despair. This does not mean I am not satisfied. I am. But no man is an island and I most certainly am not. I want friends. I know how pathetic that sounds. I just want friends whom I can talk to sometimes. That is all I ask, just friends

7:48 PM
Saturday, December 22, 2007

I'm terrible and I'm not satisfied.

8:07 PM
Monday, August 20, 2007

Fire and Ice

Would the fire melt the ice or would the ice put out the fire?

An alien that's what I am. I isolate to protect myself. I have grown to be a very independent person. I do not like depending on people because I know that you can only depend on yourself. you come to this world alone, you leave this world alone. According to Frost he would opt for fire either however, if the world was to perish twice he would opt for ice instead. Will I perish with fire or will I perish with ice? I would rather have fire than ice. It spreads faster. No long term damage. Quick and fast like a snap. Ice like hate can destroy your very soul; the coldness, the ignorance and the apathy you go through is harder than the sting of fire. Alone that's what I am.

7:27 PM
Sunday, July 15, 2007

Searching for happinness is a common goal
Love is passion, obsession, someone you can't live without. If you don't start with that, what are you going to end up with? Fall head over heels. I say find someone you can love like crazy and who'll love you the same way back. And how do you find him? Forget your head and listen to your heart. I'm not hearing any heart. Run the risk, if you get hurt, you'll come back. Because, the truth is there is no sense living your life without this. To make the journey and not fall deeply in love - well, you haven't lived a life at all. You have to try. Because if you haven't tried, you haven't lived.

5:22 PM
Sunday, March 18, 2007

To Sin or Not to Sin that is the Question!

We all have it. Some think it's a friend to keep. While others think it's a foe to restrain. But we all have it. It is one of the seven deadly sins we all fear of. The creation of the seven capital sins was used to prevent the mortal man from committing the sins and from going astray. They were used to teach them how to counteract such sins. However, we all know that we have committed each and every sin in the list; once, twice even more in our lifetime--human nature that's what they say. It is the desire to feel important, to stand out, and to simply accept one's beliefs. It can be defined in so many ways depending on how a person views it. But this sin is the most dangerous one off all. If committed or treasured, it'll trigger every sin in the list. Pride leads to envy, envy leads to greed, greed leads to gluttony, gluttony leads to wrath, and wrath leads to sloth. I do not know how lust relates to the chain but they still included it since we all know that sex is a major sin in the Christian doctrine. Pride has been the source of kingdoms', civilizations', and leaders' downfall. So why do we still commit it? It's simple because we are mere humans. Some show compassion to a person by disregarding their pride. However, do we grow another person's pride if we do swallow ours? Do not think that I am pushing you to submit to sin since I am providing you an excuse on why we commit. I'm not; I'm just posing an idea which had been committed (no pun intended) by several people before me. Is that a sin? I think not.

2:01 PM
Saturday, March 10, 2007

Blossom's idea

A very cliche post:

As we were waiting for the train, my friend asked me if I can define love. I simply said, "Love is undefined." At that point I realized I just defined the word, or is it feeling, or bliss? She said, "A person who can define love cannot, in reality, love.” I know it sounds like a paradox but isn’t life a paradox? I pondered over what she said and came to the conclusion that she was right. Maybe the only accepted definition of love is that it is undefined. Then she said, "If you knew how to define love that'll be the exact same thing you want to give and receive; that is not love” those aren’t her exact words but they do give her words some justice. You tend to set standards on how you want to love and how you want to receive it. You'll never be happy if that's the case since you end up wanting more or looking for your perfect idea of what love is. You'll never be satisfied of what you have at the moment. What if a person didn’t meet your standards even just a bit, will you simply end it with him/her? I'll just end it with this since an entry on love would take more that 1000 words. Its better this way; keep it short and simple.

10:37 PM
Friday, December 29, 2006

It's a drug

If I wanted to be something else I would opt to be a (drum roll) a chocolate! Who wouldn't want to be irresistible? Everyone can't resist that creamy smooth experience that surrounds your palate. Just a little bit of that and you're on your way to eternal bliss--okay I might be exaggerating--but once you have one you can never have enough. It comes in different forms, sizes, textures, and flavors! Though I love dark chocolate the best! So to be specific I want to be a dark chocolate ahaha. Bittersweet that's how I can best describe my life whereas chocolate is best described as sinful! It's so rich that it's a sin not to eat it or is it the other way around?

We usually receive chocolates during Valentines Day and Christmas. Most people love chocolate with cookies but I'd rather eat it plain and simple ahaha adding something to it just ruins the flavor and the experience. Is it really an aphrodisiac? I don't think so it's all in the mind dearies ahaha. Maybe it's associated with it since its sinful.

I just love dark chocolate! I'm a dark chocolate lover, okay I might include Belgian chocolate. Milk is fine but dark chocolate is better. Its bittersweet unlike milk and white chocolate. Just a little bit of the latter and the next day you'll be hearing a man's voice from me. If I had a pool I would fill it up with tsokolate and swim in it just like Augustus Gloop from Willie Wonka's lake, I want to have one of those ahahaha

I guess you're already asking what my favorite brand of chocolate is since I've been blabbing about it for a couple of minutes now. To be honest I still don't know what the best brand is. Hershey is fine but it gives me a soar throat the next day. Sees is also fine. We usually get those white boxes during Christmas time or Birthdays. Godiva? I have yet to try it although I have a gift card and I'm not afraid to use it *evil grin*. Ghirardelli? Good for baking but I usually use Lindt for baking since it's cheaper ahaha. Tobleron? it's the same with Symphony I like the almond nougat. Cadbury? Not so fond with it. Nestle? The cheapest of all chocolates ahaha or is it Curly tops? Or Flat tops? Or Cloud 9? Oh I can go on the whole day but you might get bored. My teacher told me that Scharffen Berger is the best and Valhrona is the best for baking; tasting these would be my New Year's resolution ahahaha. I like Dove right now since their chocolate isn't too sweet but you still get your dose of the sweetness and it is so smooth and creamy. But! I will search high and low just to have a taste of the ultimate chocolate, well according to my taste.

A little crash course about chocolate. To all of you who keep saying that chocolate causes acne! That is untrue! I repeat that is so NOT TRUE! Cocoa is good for your health the darker the chocolate the better. It can even help you lose weight--yes you read that right--just a few bites of dark chocolate you can lose some of your appetite.

Death by chocolate, that wouldn't be too bad right? You're not even dead and yet you're already in heaven. Even if you're destination isn't heaven, you've already tasted a part of it ahaha. I don't know when I started liking chocolate but it'll take years or never to cure my disease ahaha. Is there a rehab for chocolate lovers?

9:17 PM