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Friday, November 17, 2006

Life is like a piano... what you get out of it depends on how you play it
I've always found reassurance whenever I was with her. She is -- or is it was now? -- the only remnants of my childhood, the life I have kept so dearly in my heart. Without her I wouldn't be the person I am today. Nonetheless, as human nature took its course, I eventually took her for granted. I simply approached her each time I needed her. I've always thought that she would always be there even if we were apart. I've assured myself that I would go back and reclaim her. And now as the night deepens, I have come across with a very distressing reality, that she has finally replaced me. It feels like I have lost a friend; a very close friend who has shared with me my ups and downs in life. As if a hot rod was piercing my heart, oh the agony! I was not prepaired for this, nor did I see this coming. It simply saddens me. My only wish is that they will care for her the same way I've had when she was mine.

*I'll just edit this next time though I highly doubt it*

10:30 PM
SOMETHING

-Music is my refuge. I could crawl into the spaces between the notes and curl my back to loneliness-

-It is cruel you know, that music should be so beautiful. It has the beauty of loneliness and of pain, of strength and freedom. The beauty of disappointment and never-satisfied love. The cruel beauty of nature, and everlasting beauty of monotony -

-Maybe... maybe emotions become so intense your body just can't contain it. Your mind and your feelings become too powerful... and your body weeps.-

-When we honestly ask ourselves which person in our lives means the most to us, we often find that it is those who, instead of giving much advice, solutions, or cures, have chosen rather to share our pain and touch our wounds with a gentle and tender hand. The friend who can be silent with us in a moment of despair or confusion, who can stay with us in an hour of grief and bereavement, who can tolerate not knowing, not curing, not healing and face with us the reality of our powerlessness, that is a friend who cares-

-Don't be dismayed at good-byes. A farewell is necessary before you can meet again. And meeting again after a moment or lifetime is certain for those who are friends-

-In every human heart is a place where you put your broken dreams. When something doesn't work out, no matter what it may be, you just have to give it up and stuff it In with your other broken dreams. And make sure to keep the lid tight-

-Life's complexities are also life's source of beauty. We should all have to cry at one point to appreciate how it feels to laugh again, and crumble down and be broken so that you can be whole again-

-Words shrink things that seem timeless when they are in your head to no more than living size when they are brought out-

-For every beauty there is an eye somewhere to see it. For every truth there is an ear somewhere to hear it. For every love there is a heart somewhere to receive it.-

-We are all a little weird and life's a little weird, and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love-